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Incoherence

by King Pin

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azraakittyx Such a great song, also check out the youtube video if you haven't, it's absolutely a work of art! Favorite track: Incoherent.
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There's no hope, not a prayer that could save me As I attempt to make sense screaming incohearency I was born with a deathwish It's coming to fruition The only thing I'll leave behind is tears within my parents eyes This life I stumbled into This part I can't potray I didn't ask for this And I've laid out and bled This inevitable plan While you all just bob your heads and pretend to understand Am I getting through to you now? Do you even pay attention when I'm screaming out loud My mind is getting weak So just don't be surprised If I exit out the back without saying goodbye There's no room in this world for people like me My messiah complex it is starting to bleed Because I believe in natural selection And I believe that it's coming for me
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Incoherent 02:15
What have I done with myself? I just don't know the answer to that question anymore Thought I could pretend I didn't care about who was listening But it's fake. I'm just a fake and nothing more Still have no meaning for my question, no hope for an answer And the feeling in my gut is getting worse Is it the constant urge to make myself get better Or the sinking feeling I'll never make something of myself? I don't know What if I just stayed the same? Would it keep me writing down my pleas and questions? What if I tried to get better? Would the tape recorder stop and would I quit and drop to pen? Everyone just wants something to relate to And my pain is just something to bop your head to Something for you to sing along to For you to connect and for me to expose So I guess if it's the best option for the future I'll keep bleeding out frustration and remorse Never mind the better choice for my well being I'll take this blessing before I can shed this curse So if I fade away and sink into irrelevance I will take solace in the fact that I was heard
3.
If I had to choose between a life of talking to people Faking my emotions for the sake of conversation And a life of isolation buried deep in my pillow The latter is the one I'd always chose I don't even know what I'm saying these days I'm rarely in the moment I'm nothing but a presence When I'm stumbling my way through incoherent speech I'm nothing but a burden And I just think back to winter December 2012 Walking through the cemetery When I tried to hold your hand But it wouldn't stop shaking Sweaty palm and medicated smiles Kept our fingers from interlocking And I think I finally understand Why you died at 17 to permenatley live the dream I recognize the sacrifice 20 years being alive and I'm still barely living You made your bed in a coffin and I continue to breathe I think of you often
4.
I'm homesick for a place I know doesn't exist It's been two months since I found you lifeless on the floor I never saw myself doing chest compressions, but I've been wrong before We put an ad in the paper for the house I swore I'd always leave Now what I wouldn't give to wash my hands beer thst kitchen sink So stay with me for the month at least While I try to fill up boxes with all my memories I've been walking through this house alone, but I still feel you hear Just doing simple things, like getting mad at me Or getting up to grab a beer But you're gone So I'll put on this facade Convince everyone I'm strong While they keep telling me I'll soon move on, but I keep hearing Two more days till funeral Two more trips to the hospital I could help you At least try to While I can't bring him back to life, I could breathe life back into you
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Blue 02:41
Bet you were glad that these songs weren't about you But you still occupy my mind from time to time You forgetting me I'm thinking of you I wonder what you're doing there across the big blue Or how you are Truth is I haven't truly loved someone the way I loved you Or even tried It's not even an option anymore You'd think after three years I'd be fine, but my heart only breaks more with time You were my first and you will be my last And I'm fine with that, But my mouth keeps writing cheques that my heart can't cash I'm sure I'll be over you some day But for now I'm locked inside my room, writing songs about you

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released May 25, 2018

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Emotionally driven hardcore from London, ON.

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